I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why
All this other shit I'm talkin'
'bout they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody
to save me no one's heroic
And my life don’t even matter
I know it I know it I know
I'm hurting deep down
but can’t show it
I never had a place to call my own
I never had a home
Ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you been Where you at
What's on your mind
They say every life precious
but nobody care about mine
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die today
You don't gotta die
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die
Now lemme tell you why
It's the very first breath
When your head's
been drownin' under water
And it's the light
that's in the air
When you're there chest to chest
with a lover
It's holding on
though the roads long
Seeing light in the dark
yeah these things
And when you stare
at your reflection
Finding hope in who it is
I know that you'll thank
God you did
I know where you been
where you are
where you goin'
I know you're the reason
I believe in life
What's the day
without a little night
I'm just tryna shed a little light
It can be hard
It can be so hard
But you gotta live right now
You got everything
to give right now
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die today
I don't wanna die
I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
Pain don't hurt the same I know
The lane I travel feels alone
But I'm moving
'til my legs give out
And I see my tears melt
in the snow
But I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry anymore
I wanna feel alive
I don't even wanna die anymore
Oh I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna
I don’t even wanna die anymore