I'm so glad
you made time to see me
How's life
tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good
busier then ever
We Small talk
Work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time
you saw me is Still
burrned in he back of your mind
You gave me roses
and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
all the time
It turns out freedom ain't
nothing but missing you
Wishing i'd realized
what I had when you were mine
I go back to December
turn around and make it alright
I go back to December
all the time

These days
I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back
myself leaving
When your birthday passed
and I didn't call
then I think about summer
all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing
from the Passenger side
And Realized I loved you
in the fall
And then the cold came
the dark days when
fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
and all I gave you was
goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
all the time
It turns out freedom ain't
nothing but missing you
Wishing i'd realized
what I had when you were mine
I go back to December
turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December
all the time

I miss your tan skin
your sweet smiles
so good to me so right
And how you held me
in your arms that September night
The first time
you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But If we loved again
I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time
and change it
but I can't
So if the chain is on your door
I understand
but this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
it turns out freedom ain't
nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized
what I had when you were mine
I go back to December
turn around and make it alright
I go back to December
turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December
all the time

All the time